count on me.

so, its crazy how in life you discover years and years down the road who your REAL friends truely are. there were a lot of people in my life who I thought were my real friends but after time they'd slowly just drift away. to me I believe that a real friend is someone who will stick by you. someone who will be your friend no matter the circumstances, through all the fights whether they be big or small.

my friends. my mean girls. the loves of my lifes second to my family. 3 of these girls (athena lim, maryjo rapada, jenny panganiban) I've knwon for 7 years, 1 (estherlen libao) for 11 years, & 2 (michele dela cruz, roxanne sunico) all my life. these girls were with me at my best and stayed with me at my worst. they've heard me laugh, theyve seen me cry, and they were always there when I needed someone to turn to and vice versa. despite our arguments within the group..we always at the end of it all, remain the best of friends. I love the fact that even though we get into these petty disputes, we know deep down that were stuck with each other for the rest of our lives. they keep me whole, they make me sane, they know how to make me laugh, &&&& I definitely always ALWAYS have a good time when im in their presence.

even when they have a boyfriend they never forget who their girls are and every once in a while will come out and play. I love them because they're not afraid to speak their mind. their not afraid to be their own person and to know when they are being done dirty by a guy or just a person in general. I learned a lot from them, that being one of them.


needless to say, fuck the rest. the fake ass people who "say" they'll always be my friend and that they'll always be around. actions speak louder than words and im am definitely not down for the people who only come to me when they're fighting w. their significant other and want to piss them off. im not down for the people who never call just to say hi. im a mean girl, always am..always will be.