is it just me?

or is there a lot of weight loss commercials nowadays AND I'm seeing way too many of the subway 5 dollar foot long commercials also. haha. obesity is not something to joke around about, in fact..isn't it a sin? gluttony. hmm. so I've been hating the way I eat lately. its no thanks to the boyfriend whom I think is purposely trying to fatten my little body up. haha -kidding. I don't mind that I'm getting a little thicky thicks I just don't like how some of it happens to fall under my chin. what's up with that? I feel like katelyn that day that little girl tried taking her train. I want it to go a little bit on the bundunkadunks and a little more in in the chest area. haha! can you even get bigger boobs by eating more? I should google that up.

anyway, what the heck am I going to do now that jabbawockeez aren't on americas best dance crew. my thursday nights are officially going to be sad and lonely. haha. hiep if you're readng this I don't care if that sounds drastic! I love phil! how to go on! Haha. ok foreals, ill stop.


tomorrows padres opening day! am I excited. HECK YES! not only is it going to be fun but there's going to be a good amount of us going. time to break in my new padres gear thanks to the bf. speaking of, its going to be his first game at petco park. I'm glad I get to share his first time experience. i can't wait!

jake peavy fo sheezy!!

its like the summers a natural aphrodisiac

i love when it gets hot. that means: tanktops, shorts, skirts, sun, beach, sand, water, bbq's, etc!!!!
ive went to the beach 2 times so far and im looking forward to more summertime action!


here are some photos from us at the beach yesterday at silver strand:



me and the misters.




us burying pat



our final result



ronnie & mikes big hole that struck water



dj getting buried in the hole



ronnie being buried in the hole



so sweet



me and loves




ending our night at mikes with some bbq.

its all right, cause I'm saved by the bell.

morning all. its 7am and I'm awake. although I don't have to be because my uncle is here serving the patients their breakfast its always hard for me to fall back asleep. I probably won't sleep again for another 2 hours. mainly because from 7 to 9 they show saved by the bell, and who can pass up that show? its only the best show ever besides friends. this episode is when they do the snow white play and zack and jesse kiss. I noticed that zack has been passed around to every girl on the show. what a slut! I don't blame him. zack was a stud muffin back when I was younger. its funny seeing ac slater on here then mario lopez on abdc. speaking of which, they're giving out jabbawockeez shirts out soon! I want one! *hinthint* heeeheee!!

I've been in such a desperate mood for some change. I haven't quite figured it out yet but I figured, summers coming up so I need a fresh new summer look. I was thinking of going lighter on my hair. perhaps go back to the light brown? I'm trying to grow out my hair so cutting it is definitely NOT an option. but to keep myself from being tempted to cut it..is a whole different story. if anyone has any suggestions feel free to let me know.

easter sunday is this weekend folks! I can't wait to see the little one hunt for eggs. =)

appendicitis? ulcer? GO AWAY!!!!!!!

so, ive been having the worst stomach pains the last couple days. well..i had it on thursday at hieps house then fri & sat i was perfectly fine but then it started up again last night. hiep said it might be my appendix, the bestfriend said it might be an ulcer. either way, IT HAS TO GO NOW! after i had told hiep my bestfriends conclusion he also had agreed that it just might be that considering my love for spicy foods. the fact that i eat hooters twice a week sometimes and get the 3 mild island compared to hieps wussy "hot" wings. HAHA. i cant help it! i LOVE LOVE LOVE spicy food!!

ahh well, the sacrifices im going to have to make for a while.

todays going to be my first day in 2 weeks not getting to spend a wonderful afternoon with mr hiep diep. i suppose ill survive. get your study on hun. haha. in the meantime, i should be leaving soon to take my mom to run her errands but ugggggh does my stomach hurrrt! i just want to lay in bed all day and not move.

the past weekend was pretty fun. friday was club ronnies which consisted with a lot of losing at beer pong, a lot of dancing, a lot of weird pictures that cant be explained & an unknown battle wound on my knee.

saturday was desiree's birthday lunch. i cant believe shes 12 now. OH NO! soon she'll be 18 and causin a ruckus! haha. ate at cheesecake factory


then took the little ones to watch horton hears a who.

thanks ate! hiep and i had major food coma though and was barely able to keep our eyes open during the movie. butttt, it was still a good movie. i still love how alana kept calling hiep, "UNCLE KIP". then i said "Hiep, you know..like HIP BONE" and my sisters friends daughter goes, "thats a weird name" HAHAHA! afterwards hiep and i went to archies to meet up with some of the folks to watch the pacquiao vs marquez fight.

good stuff. then on to our night which consisted of us paying 25 dollars down the drain to on broadway only having to leave to meet everyone at decos, paid another 40 bucks to get in. DAMN DOWNTOWN AND THEIR RIDICULOUS ENTRY FEES! whatever happened to free? oh well, i had a good time despite another fight with the mr's. that guy, ALWAYS loves to fight with me.

but you have to agree, we make quite the cute pair eh?

the early bird catches the worm.

its about 630 and I'm waiting another good 30 minutes before I start making their breakfast. I do this so that they have a chance to drink their coffee and smoke their ciggarettes outside. that and so that they won't be waiting forever until lunch time.

hopefully ill be able to get a little sleep in before I start doing my moms hair. its hard to sleep at the boarding care at night when you have a fear that at any given moment you can have an encounter with one of those little wiggly things you call cockaroaches. OOH! just the thought gives me the heebie jeebies. I also had a stomach ache half the night. bleugh.

todays going to be a long day. color & cut my moms hair. grocery shop. pick up des. laundry. fold clothes. finish cleaning out the back of my car then try and make it back to work for the night. the upside of everything is that todays the showing of americas best dance crew!! GO JABBAWOCKEEZ! speaking of which......

the taping me and the best went to was SOOOOOOOOO TIGHTTTTTTTT!! I swear. that phil guy is SO MUCH effing hotter in person. I am officially officially...IN LOVE. we stood outside for a good 2 hours but well worth it with the seats we got. however, I wish I was on the other side where they were standing most of the time. its ok though, they saw my signs and waved at us. I could barely focus on clapping, screaming, or even holding up my signs when they did their routine. how could I when my mouth was pretty much hanging down to the floor. I wanted to stay after and get them to sign my mask but michele wanted to go home. BOOO!! ohhh weeeeelll! maybe next time! at least I got to fufull my dream of being on the show. =) what a dream come true!

mkay. I served breakfast. now back to bed for another good 2 hours.

jabbawockee love

about two weeks ago my bestfriend had called me saying she might be able to get tickets to go watch americas best dance crew. her brother works for mtv in new york and knows people who work for mtv in la.

today i get a call from my bestfriend saying her brother got us tickets to watch them tomorrow LIVE! i almost flipped my lid. i usually have work on tuesdays but my moms off so she said i can stay out late. what an awesome boss huh?! che's managers even letting her get off work early tomorrow. we're leaving 2pm tomorrow. today, hiepstas going to help me make signs to that me and my best can be on tv. I HOPE I HOPE I HOPE!

is my bestfriend and her bro the absolute fuckin best?!! she knows how much im totally in love with them seeing as i youtube them almost everyday and make my niece rewind the show about 5 times. im SO stoked.

in case you guys dont know who the jabbawockeez are...

and im totally in love with this guy..







MMMMMMMMMMmmmmMMMMMMMMM MMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!




anywhooooooooo. so im inside my sisters house..minding my own business..eating my burrito when i look outside and see this..











dont even ask. i have no clue. all i know is my goddaughter is such a weirdo.

no such thing..

is there such a thing as a prince charming? highly doubtful. i write this because right now i wish i could believe in it. now i know im not a princess myself but maybe i would be if the shoe fit right.

some kind of wonderful? its out there, i think?

when it comes to love, relationships, guys..i pretty much...SUCK. maybe like lent..its just not for me. ive always been this crazy hopeless romantic. always waiting for some guy to just come and sweep me off my feet. i didnt think that it would come with such a heavy package. haha. dont get me wrong. i adore hiep. hes really one of a kind. the only thing about it is when it comes to arguing and fighting, we are both so hot headed and so ill tempered that it just bumps together in the wrong way. but then i complain so much about being swept off my feet. maybe i should quit being such a bitch. but hey, thats who i am.

todays argument just gave me such a big ass headache. i really couldve sworn ive told him multiple times that it was "nothing" and that "it had nothing to do with him." but of course, he wants to be proven right that IM the one at fault. whatever, who fuckin cares. i just didnt want to deal with it.

ive been there and back with that kind of drama. i just want to be happy. i just want to be happy with him. is that so much to ask for?

i couldve sworn this was going to be a more deep and meaningful entry but now my minds drawing a blank.

i listen to a lot of slow jams and i sit and wonder do these people who sing of such beautiful things actually ever felt this way about someone? how much i WISSSSSSSSSSH a guy would forget to speak with just one look at me, would get weak in the knees from one kiss of my lips...believe that something like me could happen to him. how much i dream to be the sunshine on someones rainy day. someones tylenol when theyre in pain. their smile when theyre feeling blue. their goodnight kiss when the day is through. but thats just wishful thinking.


blah. maybe i just need to sleep this off.

so no one told you life was gonna be this way..

part 2 of my birthday (friday, february 29th, 2008) at rileys was successful. a good amount of people went. even mr. ferrer! haven't seen that guy since heat. saw anthony bascos. haven't seen that guy in years as well. I had patron, grey goose, redbull/vodkas etc. there were even people who bought me drinks I couldn't remember. all in all it was a great night. ended it at dennys. went to hieps and passed out. I woke up the next day feeling tired, yet no hangover. thank god! hiep took me back to my car and I went to my sisters. watched the ufc fight at my sisters. it was me, my sis, my bro, hiepsta, the bestfriend ryan, his bro francis and the kiddies. afterwards hiep and I met up with baby and baby jr to watch definitely, maybe. the boys choice of course.

guy: I forgot to tell you the happy ending
mya: what?
guy: you

so cute!! suchh a good movie.

sunday I didn't do much. try and fix the cousins hair. hah! I like it, she doesn't. hahah. had a late bday dinner with my whole fam *missing the moms*. salmon & muscles. Mmmm MmmmM! thank you family! love u guys<3