&& a happy new year

Twinkles New Years Resolutions

1. go to hooters ONCE a month oorrr once every two weeks HEHE (wish me luck)

2. go to the gym every other day

3. lose my temper

4. spend more time with my mom & dad

5. dont sweat the small stuff

6. save my money

maybe ill think of more later..

for those who are inquiring to know, i have quit smoking for about 2 months now? yay me! thanks to the boyfriend. he keeps me on check and reminds me how much trouble i got in the last time i smoked. HAHA. jk.

if i learned anything at all this year, its to appreciate everything and never take the little things for granted. to be more open minded and not to take criticism so lightly.

the boyfriend taught me a lot and really changed me for the better. although i have to admit that theres still some small kinks i have to fix but altogether, im doing a lot better. i acknowledge my faults and my mistakes and ive learned to suck in my pride and apologize for the things i say or for the way i act sometimes. i know i can sometimes come off rude, or even a bitch. i guess sometimes the inner mean girl in me comes out. but beneath it all, i do have a heart. haha.

so for those in the year 2008 that ive hurt in some way, im truthfully sorry. i cant go back and fix what has been already damaged, all i can do is move forward and hope i dont do it again.

for the dear friend ive lost, jeffrey lorenzo pascua. youre still in my heart, in my mind, & in my thoughts. i miss you more each day. i cant believe how fast time has gone and in exactly

5 days, it will be one year. one year since the tragic accident. one year since i heard my heart drop to my stomach. 365 days of not being able to hear your voice, see your name on my phone, accept a comment on my myspace. i wont be there for the prayer but do know im planning on seeing you on monday. i know youve looked down on me and seen the changes thats happen within a few months. youre probably even dissapointed in me. im dissapointed in myself. but im just glad to know that if you were still here, your friendship with me wouldve never died but wouldve only got stronger. i love you.

goodbye 2008, hello 2009.

san diego love.

last nights game was intense. didnt go anywhere but surely enjoyed laying in bed with the boyfriend while we watched. it was fun wrestling him as if i were a chargers defense and watched as he pretended like i really hurt him. we went to my all time spot after, hooters. luckily the crowd died out by the time we got there. no way was i going to sit and wait for an hour and a half. i gotta give it up to sproles..

he was the shit. he cut through denver like a scissor cuts through paper. smooth. are you san diegans ready for the playoffs? i sure am. ill be tailgating with the fams & the bf. hopefully by then ill have my number 20 jersey. *hinthint*. hAHA! i have faith, and if they dont make it this year then well, all i can say is.......they did their best. theres always next year. hopefully they dont take out my boy cason. *crosses fingers*. other than that..GOOOOOOO SAN DIEGO!!!

idiot.

twinkletolentino: i smell like old people..
dunnz: i wouldnt share dat kind of shit wit people if i were u
twinkletolentino: hahahaha
twinkletolentino: why not
twinkletolentino: its just dunnz
twinkletolentino: its not like im telling it to brad pitt
twinkletolentino: lol
dunnz: yea.. more like u telling it to denzel
dunnz: or in dis case, dunnzel
twinkletolentino: HAHAHAHA
twinkletolentino: it took u a while to come up with that
dunnz: haha... i was just typing slow
twinkletolentino: yeah sure
twinkletolentino: never seemed to be a problem with you before
twinkletolentino: ahaha so u in sd for the holidays?
dunnz: imma head down when i get off from work today
dunnz: then head back up here tomorrow night
twinkletolentino: too cool to spend xmas in sd?
dunnz: pretty much
dunnz: haha i got work fri
twinkletolentino: hahahaha
twinkletolentino: ooh
dunnz: wut u doin smellin like old people in 7 in da mornin
twinkletolentino: HAHAHA
twinkletolentino: im working
dunnz: right
dunnz: i bet u dont even have work today... and still smell like old people
twinkletolentino: HAHAHAHA
twinkletolentino: your upper lip smells like old people
twinkletolentino: everyday
dunnz: hmmm... dat was good
twinkletolentino: hahahaha
twinkletolentino: thanks
dunnz: haha
dunnz: im tired as shit right now...
dunnz: yesterday, i had a 4-midnight shift, then i had to come in at 7am today
twinkletolentino: from what
twinkletolentino: oh wah wah
twinkletolentino: hahaha jk
dunnz: haha thanks for ur sympathy
twinkletolentino: i meant to say
twinkletolentino: OH MY GOD DUNNZ FOREALS????????????
twinkletolentino: ARE YOU OK??????????????
twinkletolentino: WILL YOU SURVIVE TODAY??????????
dunnz: dats more like it
dunnz: might as well type how u feel rather than trying to act all hard, nahmean?
dunnz: to answer ur concerning questions, i'll make it
dunnz: haha
twinkletolentino: HAHAHA
twinkletolentino: you are truly somethin
dunnz: wut can i say?
twinkletolentino: nothing..
twinkletolentino: jus dont type
twinkletolentino: hahaha
dunnz: haha nice




&& good news folks, plans are back in action. New YEARS in VeGAS WITH the BOYFRIEND & BESTFRIEND!! CAAAAAAAAAANT WAIT!!!

theres LIES in famiLIES..

let me advise you now for those who havent seen four christmases





im telling you, GO SEE IT! it is now on the top list of christmas movies i like. it is HILARIOUS. all i have to say is vince vaughn, is a crack up. the boyfriend and i were laughing so hard. i think the audience lacked a sense of humor though because it seemed like we were the only ones laughing.

twinkles top 10 christmas movies (not in order):

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10.

can you tell me what my top 10 are???

anywho, christmas isnt what i really expected it to be. im fighting with my mom, my dad would rather be in p.i. my sisters have their own families to enjoy it with. blah, blah, yada, yada. so, i last minute decided to leave san diego and spend the holidays in san jose with the boyfriend and his family. its my first time ever meeting the parents. im nervous. really, nervous. the last time i had to meet parents was ojays? holy tamole. i met the exboyfriends parents but they didnt technically know what category i fell under. so yeah, you can say this is somewhat different. wish me luck folks!

im here at work and tell me why the smell here gets worse and worse each week. it makes me sick to my stomach like no joke. dont get me wrong. i love the people here (when they dont drive me crazy). but i can really do without the smell of old people. HAHA! i think, if it smelled a lot more like my house....id be a lot happier.

anywho, i hope everyone has a happy holidays and a very merry new year! :)

i have crab fever.

adventures with the boyfriend..

the boyfriend, cute aint he?

always on his phone.


while

we

wait

before
after

the morning after..

im starting to hate more and more each week working at the boarding care. the only thing i can probably be thankful about right now is that the new lady isnt psycho crazy like she was when we first had her transfered here. a big high five to medication. now she doesnt go off ranting about dooms day coming. scary. sure, she still sings really loud in the hallway but i tune it out. also, wiley..is in the hospital. ok, maybe i shouldnt be too happy about that but it saved me a night of having to open my door every 5 minutes to recieve a handful of paper with drawings that i dont understand, or having him read me his poems that i also cant understand. someone help me find a new job pronto. i think its time for some change. im seriously debating about going back to school but maybe im not cut out for the med field. i hate the smell of old people. heh.

christmas is coming up and i have yet not figured out what im getting the boyfriend. its hard when he tells me he wants something then says, "you know what..surprise me." oh ill surprise him all right. hes about to get a bag full of v-neck hanes shirts that he likes so much with some socks that he continues to complain about not having too much of. sometimes we'll be at a store and he'll jokingly grab something UGLY and say, "get me this!"..if i were him, id be careful what i wish for. lucky for me hes going to be in san jo for the holidays so ill still have time to figure it out.

speaking of christmas, tell me why i think the secret santa my friends and i had started isnt going to end well. half the people know who has who, we cant figure out when to have the actual get together considering everyone is going to be somewhere else for god knows how long, no one wants to tell each other what they want...ok maybe not no one but MY secret santa has yet to tell me what she wants. it doesnt help that we did this through the internet (www.elfster.com) so we didnt actually get to write on a piece of paper but what we have to do is post it on the internet our "christmas wishlist". whoever has me is REALLY lucky. the only thing i posted were: hooters gift cards, crabhut giftcards, --- ok mainly anything that deals with food. oh well.

then comes new years. the boyfriend and i were supposed to go to vegas for the new years. i only agreed to go because at the time we were supposed to sleep at my bestfriends house. i guess plans changed because my cousin tells me that the bestfriend has no room anymore. good thing she asked otherwise we wouldve drove up 5 hours with no place to stay. im not trying to pay a ridiculous amount of 300 something for 3 nights to be elbow to face with some random strangers on new years eve. not to mention the fact that im 4 feet 11 inches. it will be a stampede for me. i can already see the irritation build up and because of that i wont be able to enjoy the plenty shots of patron that will probably be in my system. so, thanks but no thanks. maybe ill just see what my sisters are up to for new years eve.

god, one more hour until im out of this motherfucker. i need to rinse off this stench of old people NOW and get ready to go to the dmv. yay right? ............not. i HATE the dmv. i hate waiting in line. i hate sitting there waiting for the stupid number to be called on the tv. i hate the group of old stinky guys staring like theyve never seen a girl in their life. its no wonder the people (esp the ladies) look like theyd rather hang themselves then have to work another wretched hour in that place. i cant wait.

a little drop of heaven..

before this day ends, id like to say..

happy HAPPY 5th birthday ms. katelyn enano

my first ever goddaughter. the girl who lights up my life. the sweetest thing ever created. the most beautiful little lady. the smartest 5 year old ever. i hope you got everything you could possibly want. ninang loves you SO much.

dreams do come true..

read it and weep. i sure did.
of joy!!!



you'll know where to find me on tuesdays...viva la HOOTERS!

sarap sarap!!

"matt hillario" (11:47:13 AM): hah hey
twinkletolentino (11:47:18 AM): wussup
"matt hillario" (11:47:50 AM): i swear i got this mail from the 2story mcdonalds
"matt hillario" (11:47:50 AM): hahaa
twinkletolentino (11:48:36 AM): so did i!
twinkletolentino (11:48:41 AM): and it was in taglog rite
twinkletolentino (11:48:45 AM): for free meals
twinkletolentino (11:48:47 AM): and shit
twinkletolentino (11:48:48 AM): lol
"matt hillario" (11:48:49 AM): haaha
"matt hillario" (11:48:52 AM): it was so funny
"matt hillario" (11:48:57 AM): i scanned the picture
twinkletolentino (11:48:57 AM): i know hahaah
twinkletolentino (11:49:07 AM): send it to me
twinkletolentino (11:49:08 AM): LOL
"matt hillario" (11:49:12 AM): it all has a picture of the chicken sandwhich
"matt hillario" (11:49:18 AM): ANG SARAP SARAP SARAP!
"matt hillario" (11:49:19 AM): haahaha
twinkletolentino (11:49:24 AM): lol
twinkletolentino (11:49:27 AM): i know!!!!!
"matt hillario" (11:49:46 AM): haa heere
"matt hillario" (11:49:49 AM): ill link you
"matt hillario" (11:49:51 AM): i just uploaded it
"matt hillario" (11:49:52 AM): hah
twinkletolentino (11:50:00 AM): ok hahahah
"matt hillario" (11:50:02 AM):
twinkletolentino (11:50:09 AM): lol
twinkletolentino (11:50:13 AM): thats gona be my default
"matt hillario" (11:50:20 AM): thats definately from teh 2story
"matt hillario" (11:50:21 AM): hahahha
twinkletolentino (11:52:00 AM): thats hilarious
"matt hillario" (11:53:12 AM): haha
twinkletolentino (11:53:29 AM): i was eating breakfast
twinkletolentino (11:53:34 AM): and i saw it on the table
twinkletolentino (11:53:42 AM): i was like whats ths?
twinkletolentino (11:53:47 AM): and i opened it
twinkletolentino (11:53:51 AM): and jus started laughing
twinkletolentino (11:55:26 AM): u know people around the nat . city mcdonalds by the walmart got one in the mail that said "mmmm muy bien muy bien deliciouso!!"
"matt hillario" (11:57:45 AM): hahaha shut up
"matt hillario" (11:57:48 AM): are you serious?
twinkletolentino (11:58:10 AM): hahaha no im jus saying
twinkletolentino (11:58:13 AM): they probably did
"matt hillario" (11:58:15 AM): you know what the ones that live near imperial got
"matt hillario" (11:58:17 AM): haahaa
twinkletolentino (11:58:22 AM): what
"matt hillario" (11:58:23 AM): dis shit good niggga!
"matt hillario" (11:58:26 AM): dam good!
twinkletolentino (11:58:36 AM): wus dis? chicken? dis shit good!
"matt hillario" (11:58:47 AM): finga lickin gud!
twinkletolentino (11:59:04 AM): betta den popeyes!
twinkletolentino (11:59:13 AM): thank you obama!
"matt hillario" (11:59:23 AM): hahaaha
"matt hillario" (11:59:36 AM): nuggets on hit!
"matt hillario" (12:00:01 PM): we got mcchicken on deck!
twinkletolentino (12:00:14 PM): and then people from mira mesa got "xong di hu yum"
"matt hillario" (12:00:19 PM): hahha
"matt hillario" (12:00:23 PM): HAHA STFU
twinkletolentino (12:00:27 PM): hahahaha

go sherry, its your birthday..were gonna party like its your birthday!!

my sister is not only a sister but my bestfriend. if you are ever to meet her you are considered lucky. its no joke when i say my friends absolutely adore her. its not just because shes cursed with the tolentino beauty (haha) but because she has the best personality and an off the wall sense of humor. shes hilarious. cracks me up ALL the time. shes easy to get along with and always makes you feel welcome. shes the best mom. i can honestly say that when i grow up and have a family of my own id like to be just like her. she and i get along because we're so freakishly alike. so to anyone who doesnt know and who hasnt met her yet, is clearly missing out. so with that, happy birthday ate sher. thanks for being the best big sis. for always having my back & for always being there when i need a shoulder to cry on. i appreciate you in so many ways. i hope you know that. i love you! have a great day. :)

Whenever I'm down, I call on you my friend
A helping hand you lend, in my time of need so I
I'm calling you now, just to make it through
What else can I do, don't you hear my plea

Friends may come and friends may go
But you should know that
That I've got your back, it's automatic
So never hesitate to call
Cuz I'm your sister and always for ya and I

1-I don't know what I'd ever do without you
From the beginning to the end
You've always been here by my side
So I'll call you my best friend
Through the good times and the bad ones
Whether I lose or if I win
I know one thing that never changes and
That's you as my best friend

Whenever I'm down
With all that's going on
It's really going on
Just one of those days
When ya, ya say the right things, to keep me moving
To keep me going strong, what else can I say?

Friends are there through thick and thin
Well I've been told that
And I believe that it's automatic
Call me when you need a friend
Cuz I'm your sister and always for ya and I don't know

sun is so weird..

twinkletolentino (7:12:12 PM): oh em gee sun
twinkletolentino (7:12:14 PM): check it out
twinkletolentino (7:12:18 PM): http://www.cowparadelajolla.com/index.aspx
"sunshine" (7:13:09 PM): HAHAHAHA
"sunshine" (7:13:20 PM): Omg.. Im excited to look it up!
"sunshine" (7:13:27 PM): Hahaha
twinkletolentino (7:13:29 PM): yeah...omg it looks so cool
twinkletolentino (7:13:31 PM): HAHAHA
"sunshine" (7:13:35 PM): You're funny!
"sunshine" (7:13:40 PM): Hahahah
"sunshine" (7:13:50 PM): Awww mannn.. Its soo far from now!
"sunshine" (7:13:57 PM): I got excited!
"sunshine" (7:14:02 PM): HAHAHAH
twinkletolentino (7:14:03 PM): i knooow but that prepares us to get ready
twinkletolentino (7:14:04 PM): hahaha
"sunshine" (7:14:13 PM): HAHAHHA
"sunshine" (7:14:36 PM): Omg.. I need to find the a very COWlicious outfit for this special event!
twinkletolentino (7:15:00 PM): LOL
twinkletolentino (7:15:04 PM): youre HILARIOUS
"sunshine" (7:15:14 PM): HAHAHAHA
"sunshine" (7:15:48 PM): You think we can be a part of the parade?!
"sunshine" (7:15:55 PM): Hahaha jk
twinkletolentino (7:16:01 PM): hahahahahhaahah
twinkletolentino (7:16:11 PM): i was all about to be like "MAYBEEE!"
twinkletolentino (7:16:17 PM): till i realized u were joking
"sunshine" (7:16:42 PM): HAHAHAHA.. I think we have to actually be cows to be in it
"sunshine" (7:17:38 PM): Thaanks for the info fellow cow-lover!
"sunshine" (7:17:45 PM): Annnd the count down begins..
"sunshine" (7:17:53 PM): HAHAHA
twinkletolentino (7:19:07 PM): hahahahahah yeaah! for sure, ill be seein ya there!
"sunshine" (7:21:08 PM): Roxannes just jealous she's not part of FCLA (Fellow Cow Lovers of America)!
"sunshine" (7:21:16 PM): HAHAHAHAH
twinkletolentino (7:21:20 PM): LOL
"sunshine" (7:21:48 PM): Hahahahah
twinkletolentino (7:21:50 PM): not everyone can be apart of our association
twinkletolentino (7:21:52 PM): hahaha
"sunshine" (7:22:32 PM): Hahaha I knooow! its a lot of hard work and dedication
twinkletolentino (7:23:10 PM): i know it takes months to build up to where we are now
twinkletolentino (7:23:13 PM): hahahaha
"sunshine" (7:23:32 PM): Hahahah I knoow
"sunshine" (7:23:51 PM): Its a lot of hard work and mOOoLa.. Get it?!
"sunshine" (7:23:57 PM): HAHAHAHA jk
twinkletolentino (7:23:58 PM): shes just mad cuz they dont have a unicorn parade
"sunshine" (7:24:02 PM): Hahahah
twinkletolentino (7:24:06 PM): HAHAHAHA youre so weird sun
"sunshine" (7:24:21 PM): I knoow annnd she doesn't have co-unicorn lovers
twinkletolentino (7:24:35 PM): i know because shes the only one who believes in them
twinkletolentino (7:24:36 PM): HAHAHA
"sunshine" (7:24:52 PM): Hahahahah I knoow
"sunshine" (7:24:58 PM): At least cows are real!
"sunshine" (7:25:03 PM): Hahaha
twinkletolentino (7:25:16 PM): hahaha i know, theyre so real they get a parade and 3 months dedicated to them
"sunshine" (7:26:10 PM): I knooow! Wow were gunna meet other FCLA members!
"sunshine" (7:26:15 PM): HAHAHA
twinkletolentino (7:26:32 PM): hahah yeah i bet its gonna be PACKED
"sunshine" (7:27:16 PM): You think there's guestlist?!
"sunshine" (7:27:24 PM): Hahahah
twinkletolentino (7:27:30 PM): hahaha v.i.p
"sunshine" (7:27:35 PM): I wanna be VIP
"sunshine" (7:27:41 PM): HAHAHA
twinkletolentino (7:29:21 PM): i dont know but i might have to sponser a cow
twinkletolentino (7:29:23 PM): hahahah
"sunshine" (7:30:11 PM): Hahaha.. oOOh that'd be cool!

plaza mo' fuckin blvd.

can i express just exactly how much i HATE driving around that area? yesterday i had to take the boyfriends uniform to the dry cleaners to get his e4 patch sewn. i absolutely dreaded having to do it because that meant i had to go into filipino town. so im driving and the one thing i hate the most is when people in front of me push on their breaks and theres NO ONE in front of them! OH-EM-GEE! i just about wanted to ram my car into theirs. i HATE HATE HATE driving around plaza blvd just as much as i hate driving around national city.

changing the subject..

heres a funny picture my friend cy sent me last night



hahaha if you REALLY look close enough, youll see the funny part..

ooh and mike showed me this, im SO going and im SO dragging christian with me..



a COW parade!!!!!!!!!!!!! come on now, what can be more fun than that??

ok ok i should get to reading my books. ill write later..

much ado about nothing..

ok so i havent blogged in a while again. you would think i would considering all the time i sit staring mindlessly at the laptop. sometimes i do go on here and i cant think of a THING to write.

lets see, whats new..not in specific order..

i am in love with not only my bf but edward cullen as well..




its crooked. sue me.




i invested in an airwick for my room. everytime i see the darn commercial it always tempted me to drive to walmart to purchase one. i guess its time i finally did. (and YES that IS a perfect pancake maker behind it)





black friday purchases:







a gps system, some glasses, shoes..




went to christians apt on saturday to watch the paquiao/de la hoya fight.




and all i have to say is..




GO PAC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


went to vegas with the boys & the bf..