time can't rewind, it can only move foward.

I'm sorry for blaming you
for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

If I had just one more day,
I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

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I cannot fix what is alreadye broken. I can't apologize because I've done it too many times. I can only take the blame for all my faults and mistakes. I can only wish that as time progresses that I try and learn from this stepping stone in my life. that I try to see the things I've done and to better myself not for anyone else, but for the sake of me. I know now who I was before and need to change. because in order to be loved, I have to also love myself.

I need to stop running away from my problems. need to stop with my bad temper. need to learn how to be more sincere. I need to stop thinking that everyone in this world is out to get me.

I know it to be true that there is a purpose why people come and go in your life. they're there to help mold you. to make an impact. if they hurt you, its only to help give you strength in the pain you may come across in the future. if they're just those ones who are too good to be true, they give you the faith to believe that there are good people out there.


so that's the end of that.

to that one person who I hurt the most, I never meant to do what I did. Im not asking for forgiveness. I just want you to know that everything I have ever done to hurt you, I never did intentionally.