is there such a thing as a prince charming? highly doubtful. i write this because right now i wish i could believe in it. now i know im not a princess myself but maybe i would be if the shoe fit right.
some kind of wonderful? its out there, i think?
when it comes to love, relationships, guys..i pretty much...SUCK. maybe like lent..its just not for me. ive always been this crazy hopeless romantic. always waiting for some guy to just come and sweep me off my feet. i didnt think that it would come with such a heavy package. haha. dont get me wrong. i adore hiep. hes really one of a kind. the only thing about it is when it comes to arguing and fighting, we are both so hot headed and so ill tempered that it just bumps together in the wrong way. but then i complain so much about being swept off my feet. maybe i should quit being such a bitch. but hey, thats who i am.
todays argument just gave me such a big ass headache. i really couldve sworn ive told him multiple times that it was "nothing" and that "it had nothing to do with him." but of course, he wants to be proven right that IM the one at fault. whatever, who fuckin cares. i just didnt want to deal with it.
ive been there and back with that kind of drama. i just want to be happy. i just want to be happy with him. is that so much to ask for?
i couldve sworn this was going to be a more deep and meaningful entry but now my minds drawing a blank.
i listen to a lot of slow jams and i sit and wonder do these people who sing of such beautiful things actually ever felt this way about someone? how much i WISSSSSSSSSSH a guy would forget to speak with just one look at me, would get weak in the knees from one kiss of my lips...believe that something like me could happen to him. how much i dream to be the sunshine on someones rainy day. someones tylenol when theyre in pain. their smile when theyre feeling blue. their goodnight kiss when the day is through. but thats just wishful thinking.
blah. maybe i just need to sleep this off.
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Arguments are part of the package, my dear. You gotta be able to take the good with the bad, highs with the lows, sickness and health, richer or poorer - you get the picture. Even if the relationship starts off super romantic, it's impossible to stay that way for a lifetime. The "perfect man" may not exist but you will find the perfect other half to you some day. Just don't set the bar so high with the fairytale expectations!
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